One Hundred and Forty Six
How’s your 2012 coming along?
Truthfully, I don’t know what i want……..I kinda feel lost for all the wrong reasons. Open house routine went fine, but personally, I felt that i screwed up big time. Fell once during the final partner stunts on the first day, and managed to stay up on the remaining 3 days, but i couldn’t do my toe touches nor my block lib :l It’s the feeling of knowing I can do better that’s eating me up. Like, how to say? The more i fail, the more flustered I get. The more flustered I get, the more I fail my stunts.
On a lighter note, open house is over and I’ve time to work on my projects tomorrow. Gna meet val and danny at 11 for CADD, then vic’s gna come around 2 for another proj.
How do I put into words that I don’t want to be near you, so that I can forget you? That the more I see you both together, the more I want to turn and run. That this feeling is eating me inside out? I don’t mind, but truthfully, even if I do mind, it wouldn’t change a thing. History repeats itself, it always has. I’ve always overlooked the things that I should be cherishing to go for something that’s just too far away. Definitely the time to let go, but it’s definitely not the time to pick up something new.
